I have come to find that in life it's hard to have expectations of any kind and really kind of unfair to those around you. How can you have such high expectations of someone when all the expectations that they have of you aren't being met? I say this because I am a person who wants to love and be loved, but that "being loved" part comes with showing those around me undying devotion. Change is being made in the world around me, and it is time to make that change in my world as well. Our life is so short, and to give up and throw the blame on someone else is just a way of masking our own guilt.
I have found a way to make incredible changes in my life, changes that will be seen and felt with time. Concetrating on myself for once has really made such an oustanding difference in my life. Viewing the world in a light in which I don't scowl at is really pretty facinating. Loving myself is the first step to loving this world, and I am definitely on that road. I will not give up to see the world I know and love crumble around me, I will crumble first.
