I'm not here to write anything inspiring or to write about how good or bad my day was. I am here to tell you exactly what life is like without having your mom around to raise you and be there for you.
My mother was not around to...
see me get my drivers license
see me graduate
see me get married
see her first grandchild
She hasn't be there to...
give me advice
help me through mother/daughter issues
dress me on my wedding day
call during pregnancy or any hard time for anything
I am angry. I am angry that she is not here. I am hurt that I have been left alone to deal with all of these things. I know what hurt and sadness feels like. I am now a much stronger woman, than many that I know, but I can't help but still be weak.
